DCS03 (Iggy)
Retired Angel 
how do you deal? you just deal...
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Post by DCS03 (Iggy) on Apr 27, 2004 16:14:11 GMT -5
I think I got one of the most burnful stories known to man... er woman.. I met this guy about.. mm 6 no..7.. yes 6 years ago lol at my little bro's school, the guy was a student councelor for the younger kids.. anyway.. so he and I got close because, my b rother didnt want my mom what was going on with his life at that age, so my mom would send me in )I was like 11) and Id talk to him, anyway.. yeah.. weve stayed friends forever, a hidden attraction brewing between both of us, though nothing ever said because when he finally did realize it, he was 18 and I was meerly 15.. anyway.. finally in november i turned 18, and I was just wow, in love with the guy though neither of us would make a move.... 'specially since we were best friends for almost 4 years and friends for almost 7.. but yeah.. in december we decided to give it a try... because I wouldnt give him what he wanted.. we broke up.. we still talked (vaguely) and got along alright but then he started spreading rumors around the college that he and i were *cough* together *cough* well, when I said it wasnt true, I turned out as the liar because EVERYONE knows justin and EVERYONE likes justin... but yeah.. no.. he and i dont talk at all... havent gotten over him, still love him... anyone know any remedy for that?
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Post by Dances With Rolls on Apr 27, 2004 16:20:51 GMT -5
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Post by Dances With Rolls on May 1, 2004 19:50:42 GMT -5
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Post by The Hollow Horror on May 2, 2004 5:15:21 GMT -5
And before, when I first started telling him my confusion, he said if a guy broke my heart, he hunt him down and beat him up.. he's not violent lol.. that was just so sweet, I started crying when he said that.   o0o sounds like this 'sam' guy might have a thing for you. Thats so sweet that he said that! lol i dunno it just sounds like the type of line someone says when they like someone else. Maybe its cause i see that all the time on movies....ok I need to stop getting all my info from movies...uggh. Is he the shy type? |
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Post by Dances With Rolls on May 2, 2004 20:41:12 GMT -5
I hope so  Before he was talking about how he was jealous-ish of this one popular guy cuz the girl he liked probably liked him... When I read that I was thinking "Oh smeep" but then he said oh well I don't really like her that much anymore and I thought yay!!! Also, before we were talking about death and what would happen if we could see how we died *which neither of us would want to happen... seeing how we die i mean*, and he said "Pardon my innapropriate-ness, but I'd just want death to kick me in the nuts and get it over with". When I read that I practically fell out of my chair laughing!!!! Oh yea, and he's not really shy, but not to bold either. It seems that we have the really deep convos at night.. it's night now, but I have to get off and he's not on... last night I saw Sleepy Hollow!!! Then I was online til 3:30 am but he wasn't. Ah well...que sara, sara.. good song. |
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Post by Dances With Rolls on May 3, 2004 16:27:53 GMT -5
Gack!! I'm mad. You know how I mentioned before how last year he was my number one guy in this survey!? Well this year he wsn't even on mine! Not fair!!! Last year I didn't even know him.. now that I'm madly in like with him, fate is cruel!!!! Ah well.. none of the questions they asked had answers I would even say.. so I guess if they did, we would be together on a list.. seriously, we had sooo much in common. smeep survey.
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DCS03 (Iggy)
Retired Angel
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Post by DCS03 (Iggy) on May 3, 2004 17:13:08 GMT -5
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Post by Dances With Rolls on May 3, 2004 17:40:33 GMT -5
Yea, good point... I mean, I know it's stupid, cause I'm only 13.. but we get along so well and have so much in common and seem so right for each other, it feels as if he is "My Sam". Grrrr I'm to impatient to wait until I'm old!!! But I guess I'm gonna have to.. I mean it'd be awesome if we could "live happily ever after", but we never even gone out at all.. and as I said, I'm only 13. And he's 14.. and the main thing we talk about is how nuts it is when people at our school are shouting "I love you!!" every which way and making out with every guy/girl that comes along, only to break up a week later. Now I'm not saying that I love him, cuz that would screw every point I just made.. he just seems so right. Bummer Ted.
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DCS03 (Iggy)
Retired Angel
how do you deal? you just deal...
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Post by DCS03 (Iggy) on May 3, 2004 17:52:31 GMT -5
lol.. yeah i remember those days.. had the same problem with Josh... he was MY JOSH.. MINE... and then senior year.. I decided to break it to him.. he went to europe for spring break he came back with a girlfriend, needless to say... his girlfriend is/was one of my best friends.... i didnt say anything and ive lost him for good
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Post by Dances With Rolls on May 4, 2004 14:16:20 GMT -5
I'm sorry ... life just sux like that.  IN THE WORDS OF BRIDGET JONES, FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!!! *CC or HF or DB may edit if need be* I was talking to my friend today, and she said that she liked "Sam". That I don't care about, but what I do care about is that she told me he just got a girlfriend!!!!!!!!!!!
One of the ways that I felt connected to him is cuz neither of us have ever had a bf/gf, kiss, date, or anything. Now I seriously feel so alone!!!!
I'm not sure if it's true, cuz I haven't talked to him yet about it, but he even said to me that he can't have a gf til he's 16 or sumthin.. but still you never know...
Also, so many people have said before how nice he is.. and that is great, but what if all that he's said to me is just a bunch of generic sh*t? I mean, we're obviously good friends, but what if it's like a councler/patient kinda thing?
It may sound corny, but all I want is to feel loved.. liked even! I hate always being the "crusher", and I hate having to be the one to call the friends or invite them over.. and I thought it actually might be different with "Sam".
But as I said before: I guess if it didn't hurt, they wouldn't call it a crush.
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DCS03 (Iggy)
Retired Angel
how do you deal? you just deal...
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Post by DCS03 (Iggy) on May 4, 2004 14:31:37 GMT -5
welcome to the club sweetie, everyone feels that way at some point... crushes die hard, but you never know and if youve yet to talk about it with him, dont go off into who knows where.. just take is slow... youre still totally young...
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Post by Dances With Rolls on May 4, 2004 14:34:12 GMT -5
Yea, I know I'm young.. but still I just feel sh*tty now. And my mind is constantly in "who knows where" |
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DCS03 (Iggy)
Retired Angel
how do you deal? you just deal...
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Post by DCS03 (Iggy) on May 4, 2004 14:35:27 GMT -5
thats bound to happen... especially when it comes to guys
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Post by Dances With Rolls on May 4, 2004 14:40:04 GMT -5
Yea.... stupid hormones...  |
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Post by Dances With Rolls on May 4, 2004 17:11:16 GMT -5
MUAHAHAHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAA JUST A RUMOR!!!!!! NO GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!
the only problem is, he still can't have one til 16. smeep
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