Thanx for the comment on my poem!! it makes me want to write more!! ... this one is actually for my friend who really liked this guy that like... didn't talk to her that much... but yea here goes
Stranger
Who are you?
Besides you name
‘cause I have a feeling
that your not the same
there is something about you
that makes me second glance
Your eyes entrance me
Like some sort of dance
You stand there talking quietly
About whatever comes to mind
But I see this all in slow motion
Everything else around me left behind
Just focusing on your lips
And how much I want them
Why does some law of popularity
Say I cant be with him!!?
I watch you walk away
Never looking at me once
But saying everything that I want you to say
Like I‘ve known you for months
Im sure that one day
You will want me like I want you
But I’ll just keep loving you
For now that’s all I can do
this one is one that I wrote when I got home and was really upset... lol... obviousley (Im not sure if I finished... but it sounds good enough to me lol)
OMG how can this be fair
When hes happy and im so not
He doesn’t undersatnd at ALL
I thought I loved him a lot
But I think to myself
Is that really true
Cause if it is
I don’t knwo what to do
I don’t know if I should try to forget him
Or if that’s way to hard
Or if im just his chosen oen
A lucky pick of a card
I wonder if he even knows
If it really fazed him at all
I wish I had someone there for me
That could make this call
But I don’t. im alone
With noone here to help
Even if I yell real loud
A loud obnoxious yelp
Maybe someone somewhere will here
Feeling sympathy for me
And understand how distraught I am
Even though that’s easy to see
and sorry ... but heres one more... this was when I liked this guy Alex a couple weeks ago...
God is unfair, in the decisions he makes…
or maybe its not him… it’s the challenges I take.
Do I reach to far, try to exceed my strength…
trying to get to him, going to any lengh.
Thinking that I need him, just to stay alive,
but having the pain slice my heart,
Like a million glistning knives.
Knowing truly in my heart,
that this is just a mirage of my soul,
he doesn’t even notice me,
understanding this is my life goal.
I don’t know why I fool myself,
with hopless dreams and thoughts,
maybe its just that I’m hopless myself,
all these lies ive bought.
All this things that have seemed so real,
have been fake all along.
Ive just been playin my self,
claiming everyone else was wrong.
But now I understand, that im the one at fault,
keeping the painful truth, locked titely in my inner vault.
But now im opening it up, letting out all the secrets and lies,
scared that once they are all out, I’ll think of wanting to die.
Not being able to handle this all, has been a worry of mine
Loving everything about him, and wishing he didn’t shine
Wishing that he would be dull, and not lighten my heart
So it would be easier to forget him, and be easier to be apart.
But truthfully ill tell you, I wish it wasn’t true
Forever I will feel this way, Alex…..I love you
ok... so thats all for now